Dance Like No One is Watching...Write Like No One is Reading

There's the expression "dance like no one is watching" which translates to do what you want, be yourself, do your thing, live your life...blah blah blah. For the sake of this post, I'm going to put my own spin on it and write like no one is reading. Which is true, no one is following this blog and I'm using it as an expressway for my feelings so I'm going to be as angry and explicit as I want to right now. I'm so fucking sick and tired of seeing people's pictures, or reading their updates about how their lives are so fucking great. Like they've found some big turn around and now they're on this perfect road and life is "falling into place".  They've found themselves or they're on the journey to finding themselves. They brag about it and play it off like they're just happy and want to share, but for people like me who feel like their life isn't anything to celebrate, it's fucking annoying. I don't give a shit about the places you've traveled to, or all the weight you've lost, or the new work out program you've started. Stop rubbing it in my face that your life is better than mine. Partly, I'm jealous. I've been working towards improving my life and getting it to a point where I can celebrate it and have that "look at me look at me" moment. But for right now, I'm fucking angry. I'm jealous of the person who is buying the house with his awesome girlfriend and living on a gorgeous lake. I'm jealous of the person who can put work and life on hold to travel to California and Arizona and Nevada. I'm jealous of the person who has been doing a new workout routine and diet and in one month drops more weight than I could in one year. So pardon all the eff bombs, but this is my blog and I'm going to write like no one is reading it. I don't fucking want to read about your perfect fucking life. I think it's bullshit so take your happiness and shove it. Stop flaunting it all over the place. #sorrynotsorry